Lisa the water spinner

I have a new laptop computer and i came to see my blog, i don’t really have a lot to say which is why i started doing the wordless Wednesday posts of pictures of nature more so through the summer than i have done now its winter because of the nature that i became a fan of posting.

When I moved to a new town everyone here that I met seemed to know a lot about the wild flowers that scatter the town, I am a member of a group that walk for mental health…I have schizophrenia. They talked about flowers and I knew absolutely nothing about them. I began a journey into the art of flowers that i am still a beginner at, but i took photos of the ones that were near the water and posted the wonders of nature from my mobile phone, my support worker also knows about flowers.

When I’m in an hallucinating delusion brought on by my schizophrenia I think that princess Diana is still alive and in hiding as a maid Marion style bank robber steeling from the rich to give to the poor and that she has a computer connected to my brain, all delusion of course but it takes medicine to correct me if such notions and that medicine make me dribble constantly. The medicine stops me thinking people are trying to hurt me or using computers to communicate with my brain, makes me think it takes a hacker to contact me using satellite to my brain. All really seems very real without dribble inducing medicine which works a treat in making me see it all for the non sense it truly is.

Anyway dribble medicine has now been given also, so I’m hoping that’s the end of my dribbling nightmare. What do I do, I’m bound by law to take the medicine that causes dribble after thinking mental health was a ploy to keep it all covered up to see my demise and save lady Diana. It works I can now say I don’t know a lady Diana and that she has passed therefore doesn’t have a computer connected to my brain. But the dribble is constant all the time every moment of the day as a side effect. Now pills have been given to reduce and combat the dribble.

Not the best of ways to cover what I call my crazy – the schizophrenic delusional hallucinations but what is a good way to cover by the way did I tell you without pills I’m a crazy person! Should I even be telling the world this? That is the thing, for seven years I lived my crazy little world and went on and on about things on social media for the last two and a half of those seven years. With no friends or family in the picture to correct myself being the schizophrenic loner that I am I just posted and posted and even carried on my delusional hallucinations developing and forming them as I went along. All a bit embarrassing now I’m sane again but what else am I to do. Keep it bottled up inside and drive myself mad again?